but before i get to the emo part, i have to say this: stupid ******* scan. it's making the computer lag like hell.
i noticed that recently my posts were somewhat emo and i wondered why. but i still don't know right now. but i'm guessing that it's because i'm tired. i don't know why i'm tired(really). i once stayed up until 12am to do homework and i woke up the next day at 6 am but i wasn't tired. maybe it was because i was too angry at having to stay up so late, then i forgot that i was supposed to be tired. my mind is just one big hole. back to the point... maybe my tiredness is according to my mindset. if i'm emo and lethargic, then i'll be tired. so it's a vicious cycle, because if i get depressed, then i'll get tired, which would make me more depressed, and would make me more tired, and so on and so forth. so i shouldn't get depressed in the first place. but i don't knokw what makes me depressed, so now i'm getting depressed over this. ok, this is a really roundabout and dumb post, so if you've read it all through, you're dumb.