I don't know who I like now. There are many candidates, some less likely than the others. I don't know why I'm feeling like this. Maybe it's the backlash from that person. I know I don't have a chance, but something's holding me back from detaching myself from him completely.

I hate emotions. I'm tired of all the shallow crap that's happening around me every day. I'm tired of the voices, insinuating their way into my head, killing me from the inside. It feels as if I'm devoid of a soul. Maybe I am.